Next on the firing line

After many days of SuSpense , marketing results are out .

I WILL NOT SAY as usual , I failed again . It isnt Usual !
Yes .. I Got NN again .. NN = Nin Nia-eh , Fail .

What made me most disappointed isnt failing , but for the fact that I was stupid NOT to trust myself .

30 TRUE/FALSE Questions in 1 hour. I completed it the 1st time round , gave every question serious thoughts , read and re-read the questions , just to determine it as true or false . But what was horrifying was that the answers were true , true , true truetruetruetruetruetruetruetrue , then a series of false false false false false answers !

I couldnt believe it , and I didnt believe in myself ... I went to nitpick on questions , juz to conform to the "NORM" ( the normal patterns of an answer sheet) ... I went to change my RIGHT answers to wrong ones !

I paid dearly for it ... The deduction of 1/2 mark for each wrong answer ... sent me crashing down to NN again , when I could have passed and probably Gotten a credit IF I BELIEVED IN MYSELF IN THE FIRST PLACE !!

I ATTENDED LECTURES faithfully and NEVER DOZED OFF !! All because of a mistake... ARGGGHHHHHHHHHH....

Reminds me of a show about a Cop whose partner has died :

"There isnt any rule saying that You wouldnt die even if you followed faithfully all the set rules."

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17 more days to Exams ... I am finally seriously starting on revision ... guess its really time to reduce my online hours ... do more revisions and running ... must Cut down on MSN , Blogging ,

Accounting is still my main fear ... really having nothing in my head abt Accounting . Tried approaching THE ACCOUNTANT for assistance , but kept pushing it back due to other modules ..and that joker is in his own mental Hell , torturing himself ... He can't even save himself ... How would he be able to save my ass ? And he owes me nothing ..why shld he do it ?

Now , to Grasp the knowledge on Accounting in 17 days ... is Gonna be nothing short of a bloody miracle ..


XiaoMaGe , the Fuckedup CEO , signing out ...